Shoot Me…

I hate myself right now…I just want to crawl into a hole and never come out again…Saturday, April 28th, my best friend and I screwed around…which means I basically cheated on my boyfriend while he cheated on his girlfriend….I feel so bad because I’m not the cheating type….And there I went cheated on my boyfriend with my best friend…On top of that Sunday, April 29th, I held hands with my boyfriend’s best friend behind his back…I feel so terrible I don’t know what to do….

  -  1 May 2012

What do I do?

So…I’m engaged to my best friend’s cousin, but I still having feelings for my best friend. We never dated but we are so close and people always thought we would date…We kind of have one of those relationship where people thought you’re dating but you’re really not.

Well I’m not really sure what to do…I’m so confused but I love my boyfriend but yet I still have feelings for him…Ugh this is so hard to deal with….

1 note   -  26 April 2012

live-love-jump asked: Hey! I saw your reply to my post about party ideas and am messaging for any more(: Thanks!

Okay, what I normally did as I said before, you could play something like Guess the number and hand them a gift. It normally works for me. I have done an egg toss in the past where you toss eggs to a partner and try not to drop it. Balloons work the same way.

  -  3 April 2012

Reblog if you want one of these in your askbox:

  • A stupid question
  • A compliment
  • A story
  • A poem
  • About you
  • Why you follow me
  • If you met me what would you do
  • A cute message
  • One thing you want to tell me 
  • One thing you want to know about me

255,049 notes   -  28 January 2012

Reblog if you’ve been told you have a nice butt.
40,672 notes   -  28 January 2012

Most people on tumblr won’t reblog this because it doesn’t “fit” their blog. 

Well, this baby girl has a disease. It’s a cancer that is slowly eating up her body. Its called Necrotizing Fasciitis (Flesh-Eating Bacteria). She is currently under serious condition. This was put on tumblr to be reblogged for donations. Each reblog is equivalent to $1. The more reblogs, the more money goes for her treatment. Every 4 hours a child dies from cancer. I am praying for her.

What if this baby was your daughter/sister/niece .. etc. How would you feel?

If you don’t have a heart or a care in the world.. Keep scrolling.


We Will Be Censoring All Of Tumblr Tonight At 11:59:59 EST. If You Dont Reblog This Before Then, All The Content On Your Blog Will Be Lost.
319,941 notes   -  23 January 2012

Reblog if you think gay marriage should be legal.

facadeenverre:

is it even possible to get that amount of notes?

Holy shit. The notes. I love humanity sometimes.

HOLY FUCK THE NOTES.

oh wow those notes! Let’s get to 190!

wow, definitely worth the number of notes, but wow

1,871,627 notes   -  23 January 2012

One of my best friends was in the hospital last night because of attempted suicide. He thinks no one cares about him. I’m going to see him on Friday. Please reblog this so I can show him that even complete strangers care. And for anyone that reblogs this, I’ll follow you if I don’t already.
27,281 notes   -  26 November 2011

brutallybroken:

15poundstosummer:

It’s sad how many people feel this way :( I wish everyone realized how beautiful they are.

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For those girls…

For all the girls out there that think their ugly and let people take advantage of them because they feel like they can’t do any better remember to ask yourself these things…

“Is it worth being with a person who abuses me?”

“Is it worth being with someone who really doesn’t give a crap about me?”

“Is it worth being with someone that is unfaithful to me?”

“Is it worth changing myself for someone else’s needs?”

“Is it really worth being with a person who can’t except me the way I am?”

Think about these questions.

  -  25 August 2011

The Truth

If your gay, it’s a sin. If your bisexual, your confused. If your skinny, your on drugs. If your fat,your a slob. If your dressed up, your conceited. If you speak your mind, your a bitch. If you don’t say anything, you must be miserable. If you cry,your a drama queen. If you have male friends, your a whore. If you defend yourself, your a troublemaker.
You can’t do anything without being criticized. If your proud of who you are reblog this. Love me or hate me, but you will never change me!

  -  24 August 2011

I will answer everything. Do it!

brojobb:

  1. Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left? 

    Yes they have

  2. Your relationship status?

    Single

  3. Where did you meet your crush(es)?

    School

  4. Have you ever lost a close friend?

    Yes, I have. It’s not fun.

  5. Do you smoke weed regularly?

    Nope, never even tried it and its going to stay that way.

  6. Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?  No, I’m single
  7. Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?

    No, they encourage me to be.

  8. When was the last time you really laughed?

    Can’t recall it.

  9. Something is wrong. First guy you turn too? My best friend
  10. First girl you’d turn to?

    My wife.(inside joke)

  11. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did? I could name a few

  12. Angry at anyone?

    A few people

  13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

    One is in getting married, the other one is being a dick.

  14. When was the last time you cried really hard?

    August 6th-8th. Was crying non stop.

  15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

    There are a few people.

  16. Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?

    Alex

  17. What is your favorite song?

    Secret Life by The Strange Familiar

  18. Do you like Red Bull?

    Never tried it.

  19. How many people can you tell just about everything to?

    1

  20. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

    No, because “shooting stars” are meteors that had enter Earth’s atmosphere.

  21. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you? Of course.
  22. Describe yourself in one word. Caring

  23. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex? His heart.

  24. Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?

    Plenty of times.

  25. Do you rebound?

    Depends

  26. Ever cheated on someone?

    Nope, only had one boyfriend.

  27. What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?

    I would be happy for them even though it’s hurting me on the inside.

  28. Do you act differently around the person you like?

    Nope

  29. Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?

    My Uncle’s

  30. Is it hard to make you laugh?

    A little bit

  31. Who was the last person to make you mad?

    My Ex-boyfriend

  32. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?

    In a way I think yes, because he said so himself.

  33. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

    Don’t think I have.

  34. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?

    No

  35. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?

    I don’t have a night that is worth repeating.

  36. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

    Yes, he pretty much does.

  37. Is your best friend a slut?

    No, more of a man whore.

  38. Is hard drugs a turn off?

    Never had drugs

  39. Are you happy with life right now?

    I wouldn’t say happy.

  40. Are you still in love with your ex?

    Of course

  41. Are you still in love with your ex?

    Of Course

  42. Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?

    Yes :/

  43. Have you ever had your heart broken?

    Yup

  44. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

    Nope

  45. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?

    Hell yes.

  46. Where is your best friend?

    South Carolina for Basic Training 

  47. Something you’re happy about?

    Nothing

  48. How is your heart lately?

    It’s broken and scattered everywhere.

102,833 notes   -  19 August 2011

Alone

I’m alone in this world
I hurt all the time
I don’t want to cry
I couldn’t stop

Would you please hold me close
Promise me you will never let me go
Hang on tight
Tell me that everything is going to be ok

Tell me that it will end
Just hold me tight
Don’t let me fall
I don’t want to go through it again

It was to much the first time
I don’t want to know the second time
Just promise me
You will never let me go

I no longer want to be alone
Alone is boring
Scary
Creepy

I need a friend
Someone who will hold me tight
When I’m falling
Someone who will stop this

I want to end the loneliness…

  -  18 August 2011

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